suddenly crying
Assalamualaikum
last night doesn't wonderful at all
what exactly happen to me
i can't figured it out why i'm acting that way
crying crying and crying in the middle of the night
totally felt upset and barely hard to stop crying
♥
i felt sad about everything
maybe i'm thinking too much
maybe i'm in problem or dilemma
i'm absolutely confused with myself
maybe too many mistakes i've done
i mean sins i've done in my life
i pray to Allah s.w.t and never give up hope
to be forgiven ...
♥
listening to Allah's names makes me calm
i can feel the 'peace' in my heart
i felt like Allah is very close to me
i'm crying again ...
give me strength to live in this future world
give me strength to study in this university
give me strength ...
♥
i miss you , mom and dad also my siblings
totally missing all of you
i miss those sweet smiles , laughter , jokes , hugs
i wanna you give me those advices , mom and dad
i felt lonely and i missed all those wonderful things
i don't wanna lose all of you
i wanna you all be with me forever and as long as you can
i've cured my heart by seeing those memories in my phone
i mean the pictures of all of us
i wish i can turn back the old time ...
* my feeling totally sensitive lately . even i don't know why . but what can i say is , i love all the people i care and being with my family is enough for me . if there's nobody else , it's okay . as long as we are together , family .
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