Emotions
Assalamualaikum
It's okay to feel happy
It's okay to feel sad
It's okay to feel blessed
It's okay to feel depressed
It's okay to feel angry
It's okay to feel good
* us always keep trying to look cool and pushing ourselves to be the best everyday.
Sometimes us also feel like being torn apart and reached the limits.
But it's alright to feel, experience, and express those kinds of feelings.
That's us, human that never reach the perfection but trying to be one.
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
age
Assalamualaikum
it's been a long time isn't?
totally been busy lately, even right now
i've been thinking when should i write and
on what kind of topic that i need to share
suddenly, " ah...i know " something like that
so without any hesitation and before all the ideas lost,
here i come
♥
" Numbers "
i'm fully aware about this which
not all of us interested with it
some of them kinda phobia and others might even
carve their own stuffs with numbers
well let me get straight into this
most people dislike others questioning their own age
i don't really care though
♥
human do age and that numbers gonna keep raising non-stop
not until you're finally dead, rotten in the grave
with nobody can help you except yourself
that's why it's important to figure out what you wish to do now and afterwards
doesn't really necessary to look backwards, your past i mean
because not all of your old records will give you a nice impact in your life
should have been better to forget things than to remember them
BUT if there's memories you treasure most, hold them instead of let them go
♥
i'm already turning 23 years old this year, full stop.
i can't believe it at all because time flows so fast
believe it or not you'll get wrinkled no matter what kind of products you used
sooner or later, only a matter of time
well, i don't give it a hard thought about it
wasting my time because there's a lot more things i need to accomplish
for now i'm aiming to become a tailor and sewing all kinds of fabrics
which i can get my hands onto it, no doubt about it-wish me luck
both are fun, studying books and fabrics
so if i can decide what i want for my own self, i bet you also have the right to do it
should i get married or something afterwards?
just joking.
* no worries
no matter how much you're aging, those who loved you will definitely accept you as fine as you are
so it's okay .
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
Blessed morning
Wednesday, February 18, 2015 @ 8:00 AM
| 1 dreamers
Assalamualaikum
missed you a lot
and very sorry for leaving you
alone without any news or stories
this writer, quite busy and having
troubles in time management
♥
black color wrapped the sky
early in the morning
splashed with the heat of the sun
and accompanied with the wonderful singing
of those little pretty birds
while spreading their wings to fly
♥
moms busy preparing breakfast
and dads keep searching some papers to read
their children cheered them up with laughter and stories
what a perfect day with a spectacular mood and so...
a day which is always dreamed and desired
a day that brings you joy and splendid memories to remember
* there's no one who wants his or her life begins with dissatisfaction, anger, disturbances, and other annoying and bad things i guess. even i want something more than that. something wonderful and amazing. anyway, just be thankful for what you have and please try not to do any disrespectful acts because you didn't get the stuff you desired.
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
run away
Assalamualaikum
i bet most people choose to stay in dream than reality
i'm one of them actually
there's so many conflicts in true life
but it is simple and easy to live in a fantasy
i hope my life just simple as that
thinking nothing except myself
what a life
and that's truly impossible
♥
if i'm not too responsible as i am right now
i'll run away and choose to block everything
but even i did that, my life won't be easy and perfect
it'll turn into HELL
keep running away doesn't give any merit
because to live, don't forget the responsibilities
once forgotten, no purpose of continuing this life anymore
♥
it's like a road
when there's bumper in front, car need to be slowed down
when the traffic light turn red, car need to be stopped
there's rules that must be followed right
same as reality
no responsibility in-self no way life can be go on
i guess i can't run except face and do it
* if you do everything right and with all the effort you have, it'll be easy and just try
without trying you're nothing just a piece of trash on the road. useless
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
am i a bad person @ horrible friend
Assalamualaikum
there's something that bothered me so much
is it really true that
i'm the bad and i'm the horrible person on earth ?
i don't know why am i asking
because i felt that way
and that's why
oh gosh
♥
perhaps i'm not fit enough to be a good one
everybody is not perfect and yes it's true
but i want to pretend at least perfect
you know what i mean right
it's just i'm not good enough that's all
such a low and this is suck actually
it's hard to live like this
♥
you know what
people expect me to be more than already me
i'm so sorry because i just can't
i've tried lot of things just to change myself in present
and the result = BAD
i'm NOT so big friendly stuff, bad at emotion and expression
worse at messaging, horrible at calling, suck at social thing
bye bye to talking
there's more i guess
♥
i don't know how treat you, friends
but i try to do my best on it
many people say i'm such a cocky
there's many part in it and i don't know in which part i am
actually when i'm walking i'm just ignore everything around me
if i'm with my friends, i just stare and talk to them only
♥
to make it simple to understand
i lived in my 'own' world and nobody can enter
or break it down
i supposed i'm the weird one
i deserved not to be having lot of friends
i deserved not to be acknowledged my existence
i deserved not to be like everyone else should be
right ?
♥
it's fine actually
because i don't really care about it
and that's me
a person who doesn't really care and just having a carefree life
i've one stuff that i need to share
i'm totally terrible in memorizing about my surroundings and sort of it
numbers, names, that are two examples
but i remember every faces and the pictures i've met and captured
♥
i'm terribly sorry for those who mad at me
who hate me and who maybe doesn't want to become my friend anymore
because of my unforgivable attitude
but i really do hope you guys forgive me
this is the way i act and the way i am
perhaps the people who've been friends with me for quite long time
doesn't really get what kind of person i am
that's fine and i feel just good
as long as we're friends
♥
* what a weirdo right
perhaps unique
even i don't get it
human
very strange
* it doesn't matter who you are because what matter is you wanna be friends with people sincerely.
that's the biggest thing you need to understand about.
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
thanks
Assalamualaikum
i'm totally sorry for leaving you behind quite long i supposed
but um anyway there's something that i wanna thanks for and to
thanks to my friends also families who sent me messages and posts birthday things on my wall
thanks to my housemates for the surprising tiramisu and the gift
thanks to my friends who sang the old fashioned birthday song to me in the class
thanks for the gifts, events, and everything
i'm absolutely touched with what you all have done for me
♥
thanks to the cake because i'm already fell in love with tiramisu
at first, i thought there'll be no such thing like 'celebrating' my birthday this year
but i'm wrong and actually i don't really mind if there is party or what so ever
because the most meaningful is
when there are people around me say 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'
that's quite enough for me
but since they wanna to celebrate it too
why not ? i just go along with it
what i'm trying to say is i'm not so complicated
everything is simple .
♥
finally, number 2 in front of the age
i'm glad and slightly feel sad
i'm happy because i'm the grown up teenager
i'm a little bit sad because i'm gonna get older
but that's life isn't
people keep grown up day by day
and it's not like the 'peterpan' story
who stays young and not getting old
it's just a fantasy
so, moving on i say .
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
diri ini
Assalamualaikum
saban hari diri ini merasa begini
perasaan serba salah sentiasa menyerbu diri ini
mengingatkan segala kesilapan silam yang diri ini lakukan
menusuk lubuk kalbu diri ini
air mata jernih mengalir ke pipi tanpa henti
betapa jahilnya diri ini suatu ketika dahulu
♥
senantiasa diri ini berdoa kepada yang Esa
moga-moga diterima taubat diri ini
dipermudahkan segala rintangan yang Engkau berikan
sering berharap dijauhkan perkara yang tidak menenangkan jiwa
diri ini turut berdoa agar dapat menemui-Mu dan juga Rasulullah
perasaan hiba terus menghantui diri ini
setiap kali diri ini ingin menemui mereka ...
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
calm and peace
Assalamualaikum
it's hard to get those 2 things
it's difficult to grab it
it's important to have it
it's wonderful to live with it
it's ...
♥
i'm happy right now
'coz i've got them already
calm and peace
Alhamdulillah ...
i never felt like that before
i felt like i'm free
free from everything
i wish that this will last forever
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
doesn't matter
Assalamualaikum
it doesn't matter
who or what so ever
you are or i am
it doesn't matter
what you wear
it doesn't matter
what you wanna do
it doesn't matter ...
♥
what matter is
confident with yourself
have faith in you
everything's gonna be great
as great as the feeling
when you see the sunset
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
journey
Assalamualaikum
journey
a journey of life
lot of things happen
along the journey
lot of things i've to pass
to complete the journey
that have destined for me
♥
long way to go
much more to worry about
much more to happy about
much more to cry about
much more to spend about
something ...
♥
i believe i'm on the right journey
as long as i'm following it
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
that's me
Assalamualaikum
i am who i am
i'll never change it until someone
that destined for me want me to
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
memories
Assalamualaikum
each moment is precious
never let that time ' fly ' away
memories can be created
memories makes this life more meaningful
memories always remain
in deep pure little heart
of each person including me
♥
memories
appreciate that thing
don't destroy it
wonderful memories
can be easily created
if there is a hope to make this life much better
♥
memories
makes us smile
makes us remember
makes us laugh
makes us happy
makes us brave
makes us strong
makes us ...
| starts a new day with a smile and creates more memories |
* creamshake *
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
Emotions
Assalamualaikum
It's okay to feel happy
It's okay to feel sad
It's okay to feel blessed
It's okay to feel depressed
It's okay to feel angry
It's okay to feel good
* us always keep trying to look cool and pushing ourselves to be the best everyday.
Sometimes us also feel like being torn apart and reached the limits.
But it's alright to feel, experience, and express those kinds of feelings.
That's us, human that never reach the perfection but trying to be one.
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
age
Assalamualaikum
it's been a long time isn't?
totally been busy lately, even right now
i've been thinking when should i write and
on what kind of topic that i need to share
suddenly, " ah...i know " something like that
so without any hesitation and before all the ideas lost,
here i come
♥
" Numbers "
i'm fully aware about this which
not all of us interested with it
some of them kinda phobia and others might even
carve their own stuffs with numbers
well let me get straight into this
most people dislike others questioning their own age
i don't really care though
♥
human do age and that numbers gonna keep raising non-stop
not until you're finally dead, rotten in the grave
with nobody can help you except yourself
that's why it's important to figure out what you wish to do now and afterwards
doesn't really necessary to look backwards, your past i mean
because not all of your old records will give you a nice impact in your life
should have been better to forget things than to remember them
BUT if there's memories you treasure most, hold them instead of let them go
♥
i'm already turning 23 years old this year, full stop.
i can't believe it at all because time flows so fast
believe it or not you'll get wrinkled no matter what kind of products you used
sooner or later, only a matter of time
well, i don't give it a hard thought about it
wasting my time because there's a lot more things i need to accomplish
for now i'm aiming to become a tailor and sewing all kinds of fabrics
which i can get my hands onto it, no doubt about it-wish me luck
both are fun, studying books and fabrics
so if i can decide what i want for my own self, i bet you also have the right to do it
should i get married or something afterwards?
just joking.
* no worries
no matter how much you're aging, those who loved you will definitely accept you as fine as you are
so it's okay .
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
Blessed morning
Wednesday, February 18, 2015 @ 8:00 AM
| 1 dreamers
Assalamualaikum
missed you a lot
and very sorry for leaving you
alone without any news or stories
this writer, quite busy and having
troubles in time management
♥
black color wrapped the sky
early in the morning
splashed with the heat of the sun
and accompanied with the wonderful singing
of those little pretty birds
while spreading their wings to fly
♥
moms busy preparing breakfast
and dads keep searching some papers to read
their children cheered them up with laughter and stories
what a perfect day with a spectacular mood and so...
a day which is always dreamed and desired
a day that brings you joy and splendid memories to remember
* there's no one who wants his or her life begins with dissatisfaction, anger, disturbances, and other annoying and bad things i guess. even i want something more than that. something wonderful and amazing. anyway, just be thankful for what you have and please try not to do any disrespectful acts because you didn't get the stuff you desired.
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
run away
Assalamualaikum
i bet most people choose to stay in dream than reality
i'm one of them actually
there's so many conflicts in true life
but it is simple and easy to live in a fantasy
i hope my life just simple as that
thinking nothing except myself
what a life
and that's truly impossible
♥
if i'm not too responsible as i am right now
i'll run away and choose to block everything
but even i did that, my life won't be easy and perfect
it'll turn into HELL
keep running away doesn't give any merit
because to live, don't forget the responsibilities
once forgotten, no purpose of continuing this life anymore
♥
it's like a road
when there's bumper in front, car need to be slowed down
when the traffic light turn red, car need to be stopped
there's rules that must be followed right
same as reality
no responsibility in-self no way life can be go on
i guess i can't run except face and do it
* if you do everything right and with all the effort you have, it'll be easy and just try
without trying you're nothing just a piece of trash on the road. useless
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
am i a bad person @ horrible friend
Assalamualaikum
there's something that bothered me so much
is it really true that
i'm the bad and i'm the horrible person on earth ?
i don't know why am i asking
because i felt that way
and that's why
oh gosh
♥
perhaps i'm not fit enough to be a good one
everybody is not perfect and yes it's true
but i want to pretend at least perfect
you know what i mean right
it's just i'm not good enough that's all
such a low and this is suck actually
it's hard to live like this
♥
you know what
people expect me to be more than already me
i'm so sorry because i just can't
i've tried lot of things just to change myself in present
and the result = BAD
i'm NOT so big friendly stuff, bad at emotion and expression
worse at messaging, horrible at calling, suck at social thing
bye bye to talking
there's more i guess
♥
i don't know how treat you, friends
but i try to do my best on it
many people say i'm such a cocky
there's many part in it and i don't know in which part i am
actually when i'm walking i'm just ignore everything around me
if i'm with my friends, i just stare and talk to them only
♥
to make it simple to understand
i lived in my 'own' world and nobody can enter
or break it down
i supposed i'm the weird one
i deserved not to be having lot of friends
i deserved not to be acknowledged my existence
i deserved not to be like everyone else should be
right ?
♥
it's fine actually
because i don't really care about it
and that's me
a person who doesn't really care and just having a carefree life
i've one stuff that i need to share
i'm totally terrible in memorizing about my surroundings and sort of it
numbers, names, that are two examples
but i remember every faces and the pictures i've met and captured
♥
i'm terribly sorry for those who mad at me
who hate me and who maybe doesn't want to become my friend anymore
because of my unforgivable attitude
but i really do hope you guys forgive me
this is the way i act and the way i am
perhaps the people who've been friends with me for quite long time
doesn't really get what kind of person i am
that's fine and i feel just good
as long as we're friends
♥
* what a weirdo right
perhaps unique
even i don't get it
human
very strange
* it doesn't matter who you are because what matter is you wanna be friends with people sincerely.
that's the biggest thing you need to understand about.
Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
thanks
Assalamualaikum
i'm totally sorry for leaving you behind quite long i supposed
but um anyway there's something that i wanna thanks for and to
thanks to my friends also families who sent me messages and posts birthday things on my wall
thanks to my housemates for the surprising tiramisu and the gift
thanks to my friends who sang the old fashioned birthday song to me in the class
thanks for the gifts, events, and everything
i'm absolutely touched with what you all have done for me
♥
thanks to the cake because i'm already fell in love with tiramisu
at first, i thought there'll be no such thing like 'celebrating' my birthday this year
but i'm wrong and actually i don't really mind if there is party or what so ever
because the most meaningful is
when there are people around me say 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY'
that's quite enough for me
but since they wanna to celebrate it too
why not ? i just go along with it
what i'm trying to say is i'm not so complicated
everything is simple .
♥
finally, number 2 in front of the age
i'm glad and slightly feel sad
i'm happy because i'm the grown up teenager
i'm a little bit sad because i'm gonna get older
but that's life isn't
people keep grown up day by day
and it's not like the 'peterpan' story
who stays young and not getting old
it's just a fantasy
so, moving on i say .
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
diri ini
Assalamualaikum
saban hari diri ini merasa begini
perasaan serba salah sentiasa menyerbu diri ini
mengingatkan segala kesilapan silam yang diri ini lakukan
menusuk lubuk kalbu diri ini
air mata jernih mengalir ke pipi tanpa henti
betapa jahilnya diri ini suatu ketika dahulu
♥
senantiasa diri ini berdoa kepada yang Esa
moga-moga diterima taubat diri ini
dipermudahkan segala rintangan yang Engkau berikan
sering berharap dijauhkan perkara yang tidak menenangkan jiwa
diri ini turut berdoa agar dapat menemui-Mu dan juga Rasulullah
perasaan hiba terus menghantui diri ini
setiap kali diri ini ingin menemui mereka ...
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
calm and peace
Assalamualaikum
it's hard to get those 2 things
it's difficult to grab it
it's important to have it
it's wonderful to live with it
it's ...
♥
i'm happy right now
'coz i've got them already
calm and peace
Alhamdulillah ...
i never felt like that before
i felt like i'm free
free from everything
i wish that this will last forever
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
doesn't matter
Assalamualaikum
it doesn't matter
who or what so ever
you are or i am
it doesn't matter
what you wear
it doesn't matter
what you wanna do
it doesn't matter ...
♥
what matter is
confident with yourself
have faith in you
everything's gonna be great
as great as the feeling
when you see the sunset
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
journey
Assalamualaikum
journey
a journey of life
lot of things happen
along the journey
lot of things i've to pass
to complete the journey
that have destined for me
♥
long way to go
much more to worry about
much more to happy about
much more to cry about
much more to spend about
something ...
♥
i believe i'm on the right journey
as long as i'm following it
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
that's me
Assalamualaikum
i am who i am
i'll never change it until someone
that destined for me want me to
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
memories
Assalamualaikum
each moment is precious
never let that time ' fly ' away
memories can be created
memories makes this life more meaningful
memories always remain
in deep pure little heart
of each person including me
♥
memories
appreciate that thing
don't destroy it
wonderful memories
can be easily created
if there is a hope to make this life much better
♥
memories
makes us smile
makes us remember
makes us laugh
makes us happy
makes us brave
makes us strong
makes us ...
| starts a new day with a smile and creates more memories |
* creamshake *
♥ read more »Labels: Melayan perasaan :)
